fattestpigonearth!

I just realized i'm in deep shit, so many things undone yet not knowing how to do/ solve it. I need help, but i dont know how to put down my pride to ask. Its really tough. For example, my biology, i seriously have no idea what my teacher is teaching, i'm afraid of the consequences if i dont do well for term 4. I read reference books, and i have still no idea about the topic at all. What should i do? futhermore, its not only this, theres still so much homework, futhermore, theres an oral exam in term 4 week 1, and i didnt get back my speech, and there's still this geography project, IT project. I'm getting tired, and worried. Just take it i'm stressed out, tied up. How am i suppose to help myself? when i myself is in a loss.

Each day, i'm just worrying, what should i do? I want to study, but i dont know how, w/o all the materials, i got reference books, but i dont understand them. I'm not sure whether those books are suitable for my standard yet, i dont know what to learn. I'm like freaking myself out everyday, just about my studies that i cant enjoy my holidays, in my mind its just her and studies, nothing more, how can i enjoy? Deborah and jonathan, its up to you:)

I do need someone. Yes, I do. Someone's within grasp. but when i stretch my hands she doesnt want to catch it. Another matter thats troubling me, yeah its her. Every morning i pray to god, blessing everybody, but i doubt he blessed me. everyday, i'm troubled, putting on a brave front in front of all of you people even though i dont like it. Everyone, even i have a fragile side, and everybody needs someone to help them with their fragile side, but i'm left alone.

it's 12:36 AM now

Saturday, August 30, 2008

After yesterday, i certainly missed my primary school days. Benjamin i felt this very meaningful therefore posting this from you.;) thanks:)

I certainly miss our primary school days, when we were innocent and ignorant. When nothing seemed to matter. When homework was fun. When we had four subjects instead of nine. When recess queues were never long. When we did drama for every essay. When I'd visit the garden every recess. When we watch movies when complete a topic. When hopscotch was fun. When our school field was muddy as ever. When our duty was slack. When we'd play catching. When we'd laugh our ass off at something stupid. When we were all great friends, and we will shall always be.

I think we should meet up more often, i know its difficult, but nothing is impossible!

The day i solve a rubrik cube is the day when she'll start talking to me! She just my dearest

it's 6:09 AM now

I dont know what to say, i'm just at a loss. 1 Person said to do this, the other said not to do this. I, myself obviously dont want to give up, but hearing other people talked about the consesequences, i am hesistant. I am just always looking forward to each day, because i wanna receive her sms, but it never came. haha:) JYJY!

it's 6:00 AM now

Friday, August 29, 2008

HAHA! today was teacher's day, and we had lots of fun together:):), at first i went to kovan to meet naomi and anna, than there was a girl beside them, i look at her i thought who the hell was she? than i look again OH ITS INGELICA!. haha;) Than we went back xinghua, the feeling was totally different, we saw ms lim, saw our juniors and took pictures;) Thursday there's a treat from ms lim somemore:) SO FUN MAN, than we saw the girls, haha, we joked together, talked together, the fun we had is seriously undescribable.

After that we went to play badminton:) at some CC court outside no need pay money:) Than larry had the net:) AGAIN lots of fun. Me, larry,zac, sharleen and ruven walked here and there, played here and there. haha:) RUVEN AND I WAS LIKE VERBAL ABUSING EACH OTHER:) so fun:0
we played pretty long, didnt know time pass so fast. What a shame time just doesnt wait. we played from around 3? to 7.15 haha tired. ACHING EVERYWHERE, AND MY KNEE's ARE HURTING, dont know whats wrong with them. Cant describe everything, all these are once in a lifetime chance, you miss it you're gone. i doubt next year will be like this year. i doubt the following year will like the following following year, by that time we'll be 16 already, how fast.

Tuesday we're back to the badminton court:) cant wait for tuesday, but first i have to endure monday's horrible training, but i saw the programme it was GYM warm up:) I just love parry and 6r:) The best;)

Lazy write essay, tomorrow perhaps, 1 for daiqian, 1 for dwayne, 1 for benjamin, 1 for yichye. To be continued>>>

I just miss you, I wanna share the happiness i had today with you, and only u. I wanna share my troubles, my sadness with you, and only u. Take care of yourself, stay healthy:) i'll be always here for you;)

it's 5:47 AM now

Thursday, August 28, 2008

AH! tomorrows teachers day:) FINALLY:) i'm making this post short and sweet;)

Knees still hurting and SORRY! for not blogging about the person i wanted. tomorrow;) promise;)
good night:)

it's 7:07 AM now

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Argh! tough training today man. At first we had hatam bolah, than we had 200 medicine ball throws i think. It was hardcore, its the first time i piaed during training. Because i was doing with coach -.- cant slack. Than it was 8x150m WTF? just a sudden notice.

My knee is hurting again. After piaing training, seriously my knee suddenly very pain. what am i supposed to do. ZZZZ! but at least i felt proud of myself, first time i was so hardworking in training, seriously:)

Argh 2 more days before friday.:) Come on, time pass faster QUICK! my knee's hurting once again.
Not sure why, this week, have so much homework. I mean its like they throw everything onto us w/o us letting us recharge our batteries. Than so many things have to be passed up in term 4 week 1. Wtf? i thought holidays are supposed to let us rest and recover? Teachers always say" you guys will rot if u dont do some homework." i agree totally, definitely i'll do work, but the holidays its not like 2 mths or what its just 1 bloody week, 7 days.

Maybe tomorrow i blog about my another senior named yichye, than benjamin!
To be continued>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>.<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<

Oh ya forgot something to add, the convo between me and coach short convo though, but funny.

ryan: i started laughing when someone zhao xiaed:)
Coach: Cant you keep quiet
ryan: continued laughing saying okay:)
Coach: oh shut up!
ryan: Continued laughing cant stop:)
Coach: Stood up point at me and said " run 2.4km"
ryan: i was shocked, laughing face 1 second later change to OMFG.
Coach: kidding;)

To me she's still the best no matter what, so stop blabbering nonsense. No matter what i'll continue to like her. I'm just hoping everything goes well for her even though i not sure hows she doing now. But seriously i'm confused still, reasons?

it's 3:39 AM now

Monday, August 25, 2008

Argh here to blog again. But wait i have a special motive in my blogging today, for the sake of my favourite senior keefe. Lets Start! next paragraph!:) Keefe here i come;)

Come on! Well, my favorite senior by the name of keefe tan zhi yang, he's currently SINGLE and aged 15 years old, What are you girls waiting for when there is such a nice catch such as my senior? If you girls are interested, feel free to add me on MSN or Tag me on my blog. okay back to keefe. More information about him,

He's big and strong, once a shotputter but now a discus thrower, i dont wish to list out all the achievements he had for himself, as the list is very long, but since i am required to write a 500 essay, i'll just list some out. In primary 5, 2nd for 200m in nationals, what a great feat eh? what can u expect from my senior?. Basketballer, top scorer in almost every game in primary school. second or third in the shotput in primary 6. i wonder how big is his medal cabinet. Besides he's smart and he loves to crack jokes. Girls who marry him or be his girlfriend, i predict a happy ending, as you will stay attracted to him, and stay under his spell forever and ever. Even I a guy was mesmerized by his charm LOL. Even Jing wei whose a flirt with girls was also amazed by keefe's charm. What a sight.

Besides, keefe can definitely give girls a sense of security that they're lacking, That is sure man, with his strong and muscular body and his fierce yet handsome face, bad guys would be frightened off by him w/o him even needing to use violence to solve problems. Wow! Rescuing the damnsel in distress, how benjamin wished he was the damsel instead of just thinking about wenfei.

Keefe has a very cute and surprisingly funny personality, at 1 time he starts laughing and at another he shows me the handsome yet fierce look. Everytime before training, w/o fail, i will start disturbing him, and he'll start laughing and begging me to stop it and let him finish eating his pao. Whenever he starts running away, there's a magnificent look on his face showing the excitement he has for me. Girls dont be mistaken, hes not gay, he is trying to use me as a form of entertainment he's lacking. Both of us are brothers at a different height, i play with him, he plays with me, but i am not going to say what *things* we play together as it may not be quite suitable to write it out, but he knows i *have fun and he has fun too* :):)

Similarly, my wonderful senior Keefe, would reach out to great extents for the thoughts of his juniors, and I'm indeed blessed to have a such angel by my side, to protect me, whenever i'm in need. Keefe, to u: When you're gone, to the world its just 1 person gone, but to me my WHOLE world is gone. 1 more: When you cry and your tears drop into the ocean, and the day i find your tears is the day i will stop loving you. Awww how sweet. i am not gay, i am just showing my affection to my great and fantastic senior. I can never stop thinking of the future, when you'll leave the thrower team, and i'll cry just for you. Time just pass so quickly, you have to train for your last nationals in cat high jersey.

I am hesitating whether to write about the dark side of keefe, but i think i dont want too, cause he doesnt have a bad side. Everything about him is good, not like benjamin. Oh ya forgot to add, when keefe likes a girl, he will shower all the love he can muster just for her, and is willing to climb thousand of mountains just to get too her. what a sweet guy aww :)

Hi, i am selling keefe, you like it? it is strong and cute with 2 huge biceps. His msn is overthere>>, the-naughty-lefty@hotmail.com, his number is over there>> ********
This is his beautiful photo, check out his matching calfs, want to see more? call me!

FORGOT TO ADD, hes the reason i live, but acutally, shes the reason i live:). Keefe is my thoughts, my hopes, my dreams, and he is definitely my sunshine boy.

That was in sec 1, definitely much slimmer now

it's 5:20 AM now

Sunday, August 24, 2008

Argh, back to school tomorrow, and back to training:( but looking forward to friday and the 1 week holidays:) but it is certainly short.

Damn the weather, its freezing and i'm sneezing. What about you? Take care as the weather is horrid:)

it's 5:11 AM now

Saturday, August 23, 2008

Wah, just came back from watch the fireworks, i just find it truly amazing. fireworks are really just a beauty, a privilege to watch them. bong bong bong bong, different colours racing in the sky, different colours trying to fight to be the focus of attention, it was certainly fantastic man.

Well, i definitely think fireworks are the most romantic thing, all those candle lit dinner, flowers thingy all to me are just some actions to pacify a woman. imagine u and the girl u like standing and watching the fireworks, right in front of your eyes. what a sight! i took many videos and pictures of it. haha: ) certainly beautiful:) I just couldnt contain my excitement.

After that we went to eat roti prata at jalan kayu. they refurnished the whole place thoroughly. hahah but the weather was so cold. thought of having teh ping, but in the end had hot teh tarake( spelling?) 2 1/2 roti prata was not enough to fill my stomach.:P

I want to spend time with you, sharing everything, but i never could:(

it's 7:53 AM now

Friday, August 22, 2008

Let me endure your loneliness in exchange for you to have a better life.

it's 9:33 PM now

HEYHEYS! :)

Feeling full man. Went to some jap restaurant and eat like some crazy guy who hasnt eaten for days, the soft shell crab was fabulous man.. Chocolate ice cream for dessert :):) We actually planned to go and watch the fireworks, but in the end we didnt went as we're busy eating eating:)

Dont know why sial, these few days i been feeling very tired easily. very easily, i can just topple on my bed and embark on my final fantasy dream:) I've still a science project undone and its due on monday, haiz. Hope dwayne knows what's he doing with the glossary and credits etc. OH YA, stacey said she done shitty for this term, you believe her? well, i doubt:) her shitty results i think still quite good.

Well, looking forward, i wonder what kinda house would i live in? What kinda lifestyle will i have? family orientated? free type of lifestyle? haha:) Try to be realistic:) Cant wait for next friday though:) my stomach is bloated, i feel like relieving myself:(

Dwayne i dedicate this sentence to you:
I cant help but keep laughing when i think of your retardedness.

Do you have to be like that? why cant you just be like some other people. Does it always have to end up like that?

it's 8:09 AM now

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Sick still, had not gone to school for 2 days. Back to school today, as usual it was boring;) Double English was a killer man, speech editing? i knew nuts about it. Than there was this geography teacher, as usual brendan and dwayne go diao her. haha that was the only fun part of today i think, fortunately tomorrow theres home econs:) MUAHAHA!:) My knee is still hurting, but not the abrupt type of pain though.

Next friday is teacher's day celebration! Back to xinghua as parry is closed down:( But going into xinghua just doesnt give me the feeling parry gives me;) haha. The thought of meeting 6r, ms lim just makes me feel excited, haven seen them for quite some time dudes. We can sit down, talk talk talk, recall past memories.hm....Seen the pictures of parry? how beautiful:)!

when you're gone, to the world its just 1 person gone, but to me my world is gone. i doubt u knew that. You know i have much to tell you, much to share with you, pains, the times that i was happy. Whats the point of thinking of you when it doesnt change anything. I yearned for my phone to vibrate in school, an sms from you, but it never came. I yearned for my msn to have a pop up, seeing your nickname, but it never came. But of course i never blamed you, and i never will.

it's 11:56 PM now

Monday, August 18, 2008

hellos, sick, didnt went to school today. Headache, fever all those, short form FLU perhaps. As i was walking down the road, i passed by PARRY. Than i just stood outside the fence, suddenly memories from the past just raced into me. Come to think of it, it was funny. the memories were good. i looked at the hall, it was in such a rugged condition, basketball court was even worst, but the buildings and fields look still as gorgeous as ever. Its my second home there, i slept there, i played there, i wanna live there forever.

I thought of KARIN LOL :) she goes around pinching me, larry , zac and starts shouting. Such a noisy girl: ) but too bad everybody have already split into secondary. WHY DIDNT THE GOVERNMENT CONTINUED PARRY SECONDARY SCHOOL? :) hehe.:) And i realized there was a crane in the school. they had better not demolish my school. I promise MYSELF when i grow older, and IF i have the power and finances, i would want to hold on to parry:) PARRYSIANS JYJY IN SECONDARY:) Besides i think secondary school is not as fun as in pri. its like lacking something. What if we all went to t

Have you guys every thought, what if there was war between schools. Who would you guys fight for?

I'll definitely fight for PARRY, even though we're outnumbered by alot, its the spirit that counts:) <3 parrysians;)

it's 11:43 PM now

HEHEH! back! Just went to the science centre for some DNA forensic science thing:) what a bore, but the coats are cool, and we went there to play:) kuan hoe, dwayne as usual were playing with ice, putting into other's people shirt. haiz. than took the bus back to school. than i had a sudden headache, having fever now.

Dwayne's a moron, there were some cedar girls there and he attracted their attention and shouted my name and my number... and to promote me more, he said what CCA i am from and i very strong. diao:(

Dont feeel too well, now. SOMEMORE SOMEBODY DELETED MY 3 MESSAGES IN MY PHONE
I am ****ing PISSED, DONT U KNOW ITS BLOODY IMPT TO ME, DONT U KNOW THAT, THE MESSAGES WERE SENT BY A PERSON WHO IS VERY IMPORTANT TO ME? i dont have much of her memories left already apart from those 3 smses. bloody hell

it's 3:05 AM now

Saturday, August 16, 2008

Back again. Cant do anything for nuts.. Talked to naomi on msn, and i realized we talked alot about the times in primary school: ) Seriously i thank god for giving me a happy childhood. He gave me things i wanted, but somethings, he is unable to give. Tell u guys the truth, i would die w/o any regrets because i knew parry, because i knew 6r and i would sacrifice anything for them. God gave me happy times tgt with parry and the class, larry's a JOKER, naomi's FUNNY, he zhi's a BOX, amanda is KAYA, anna NTH, ingelica BIG EYES, zac just a joker. God gave me 2 best friends, 2 Best brothers that i desire. PARRY/ 6R You're the BEST in the world, You're the best anybody could ever HAD!:).

Definitely god cant give everybody nice comfortable things in their life. He closed down my pri school, he cant give me something i really wanted, but its okay, as long i have 6r:) 6R remember those times, when we disrupted the class, when we had fun during PE tgt, remmeber the times when we fought each other, when he scolded each other. although it was a scolding war, but it was fun. Actually i realized 6R is fun not because of These 3 people, LARRY, RYAN, ZACHARY. its because of all of the others, w/o hezhi, alvin, cheechin, naomi, anna, hsiao woon, karin,sueann, ingelica, we cant make fun of them and definitely it'll become a dull class. but because we have a balanced class its makes it fun unlike sec school!:) i wanna grow old with u guys:) imagine we grow old tgt, imagine we talk about our kids next time, imagine we contacting each other still after years, what a sight!

Number 1 wish i have: When we grow older, i would want to have a classroom with all 6r people, and i would hire a teacher to teach us, a day tgt. imagine me larry and zac bald headed after army, sitting with sue ann ingelica etc. what a sight.

Number 2 wish i have: Everybody to be healthy, 6R and my family and someone:)

Seriously if someone gives me 2 options and choose between this 2
1) a girl i love
2) Go back to the past with 6R

Definitely w/o thinking i would choose option 2. Its like 1 of the most happy moments in my life, maybe cheechin didnt felt that way, but i did.

Conclusion I LOVE PARRY PRIMARY 6R:)

it's 7:50 AM now

HEYO:) i want to post something i've got from deb.

Phua Chu Kang with his 1234567890
Phua Chu Kang was asked to make a sentence using 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9 and10. Not only did he do it 1 to 10, he did it again from 10 back to 1.This is what he came up with......

"1 day I go 2 climb up a 3 outside a house to peep. But couple saw me,so I panic and 4 down. The man rush out and wanted to 5 with me. I rununtil I fall 6 and throw out. So I go into 7 eleven and grab some 8 tothrow at him.Then I took a 9 and try to stab him. 10 God he run away. So, I put the 9back and pay for the 8 and left 7 eleven. Next day, I call my boss andsay I am 6. He said 5, tomorrow also no need to come back 4 work. Healso ask me to climb a 3 and jump down. I don't understand, I so nice 2him but I dont know what he 1".

Lee Sum Wan : Hello can i speak to Annie Wan
> Mr Sori : Yes u could speak to me.
Lee Sum Wan: No, i want to speak to Annie Wan!
> Mr Sori : You are talking to someone! Who is this?
Lee Sum Wan : Im Sum Wan. And i need to talk to Annie Wan! Its urgent.
> Mr Sori : I know u are someone and u want to talk to anyone! But what's this > > urgent matter about?
Lee Sum Wan : Well just tell my sister Annie Wan that our brother was involved in an accident. know Wan got injured and now know Wan is being sent to the hospital. Right now Avery Wan is going to the hospital.
> Mr Sori : Look if no one was injured and no one was sent to the hospital from the accident that isnt an urgent matter! You may find this hilarious but i dont have time for this!!!
Lee Sum Wan : You are rude. Who are you?
> Mr Sori : Im Sori.
Lee Sum Wan : You should be sorry. Now give me your name!
> Mr Sori : Im Sori!!
Lee Sum Wan : I dont like your tone of voice Mr and i dont care, give me your name!
> Mr Sori : Look lady, I told you already Im Sori! Im Sori!! Im SORI!!! you didnt even give me your name!
Lee Sum Wan : I told u before im Sum Wan! Sum Wan!!! You better be careful my father is Sum Buddy. And my uncle holds a very big position in the co. He is know Buddy.
>Mr Sori : Oh im so scared(sarcastically).Look i dont care about your uncle he's a nobody. Everybody thinks his top dog and holding an important position in the company.
Lee Sum Wan : No Avery Buddy just married my aunt. And Avery Buddy doesn't work there.
> Mr Sori : Like i said i dont care which one of your aunt screws everybody and > > i also know that not everybody works here! Jeez!!!
Lee Sum Wan : Wheech Wan is my sis!
> Mr. Sori : I dont know which one is your sis! Why in gods name u think I do!?Toot....Toot....Toot.................

HAHA:) nice jokes though especially the phua chu kang;)

During the Japanese Occupation, 3 Singaporeans, Ah Meng, Ah Seng and Ah Beng were caught for smuggling. They were sentenced to death by firing squad.

That night, Ah Meng came up with a plan. He told the others that the Japanese were afraid of natural disasters. So he would cause them to panic, and escape in the confusion.

The next morning, Ah Meng was led to the wall. The firing squad was lined up and the Captain commanded, "Ready.. Aim..", but before he could complete, Ah Meng shouted, " Earthquake!! Earthquake!" The Japanese soldiers panicked and Ah Meng made his escape.

Later, the soldiers took Ah Seng out and the firing squad were ready. The captain commanded, "Ready... Aim..." This time Ah Seng shouted. " Flood! Flood!!" Again, the Japanese soldiers panicked and this time, Ah Seng made his escape.

Observing all this, Ah Beng began to get the idea. "It's important to get the timing right."
Soon, it was Ah Beng's turn. "Timing, that's the key.." Ah Beng kept saying to himself. The soldiers lined up in front of him. The captain started, "Ready..."
"Timing," Ah Beng thought to himself
"Aim..."
"Okay," thought Ah Beng, and shouted, " FIRE!!! FIRE!!! "
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One of the main reasons why in recent years the Singapore Government has always ensured that their Miss Universe representative were of tertiary level education or higher was because of the following incident which occurred not too many years ago. It is the final round of the Miss Universe Pageant and the 3 finalists, Miss USA, Miss Malaysia and Miss Singapore are being asked 3 simple questions:

MC: The first question is name me an electrical appliance starting with "L"
Miss USA: Lamp
Miss Malaysia: Light bulb
Miss Singapore: LADIO
Judge: No, no, Radio does not start with the letter "L"

MC: I am going to give you 2 more chances; The next question is name me an animal starting with the letter "L"
Miss USA: Lion
Miss Malaysia: Leopard
Miss Singapore: LABBIT
Judge: No, no, no, Rabbit does not start with the letter "L"

MC: I am going to give you one last chance, if you answer this question incorrectly, you are disqualified.
Name me a fruit starting with the letter "L"
Miss USA: Lemon
Miss Malaysia: Lychee
Miss Singapore, with full of confidence, smiles and says: LIEWLIAN !!

This is not the end of the story, the Judge consulted the board of judges to determine if Miss Singapore should really disqualified; and they decided that since Miss Singapore was having as many problems with the letter "L", the decided to give her another chance.

Judge: OK, the final question is name me a human anatomy starting with the letter "L"
Miss USA: Lung (applause)
Miss Malaysia: Liver (even more applause)
Miss Singapore: LAN JIAO
Judge: ?????????!!!!

Back to my speech:) SIAN on weekends, but neither do i wanna go school.:( its boring and i am always hoping to receive a surprise sms from someone, but i never had it, false hope perhaps..
Yesterday was suppose to go for supper with the fats, but wass sick. I really felt damn weak, i mean seriously, its like i have no strength at all. Besides, i think i have a really bad knee and back problem. My knee's been hurting since many weeks ago, and after using the kneeguard it was feeling quite ok, but now w/o the guard, my knee feels weak and pain. over reliant perhaps.. And my back aint helping me at all. dont know how i hurt it, but its excruciating pain can be felt when i'm doing circuit.Haiz...

Every night b4 i sleep, i pray to god, and only pray for 3 wishes. Hopefully it can come true, not sure though. I'm feeling troubled these few days, not sure why. i read the past smses(3 only) she sent, and i felt an undescribable feeling, its like shes been so nice in the past, but now its like totally different, i miss the past, definitely. I miss the times, when i was bored i smsed her, when she was she smsed me, shared with me about her life vice verse. i was really very interested in knowing her more, sharing with her my happy times, troubled times. i did share some in the past, hobbies, all those and when i gotten good results in sec 1 i always told her and i really felt happy. She told me what she liked, i told her what i liked, and seriously it was very interesting. Before exams, she has only 1 word to tell me, GANBATTE (spelling?) motivating me:). Every day, w/o fail, i will sms her at least once or twice. And whenever i receive the reply back, i feel very enthusiastic, and in class (normally slacking) i'll feel damn motivated Definitely, there are much more things but it cant be describe on blogs, paper. Its all in the mind, heart.
WEll, that was in the past.

Gradually, in sec 2, smses were between us were decreasing, and soon there was no contact at all. Its just like a total POOF! God, can you give me a time machine? i want to go back to the past where i had my happy times with her. I know its aint possible. THe only thing i can do now is to make the future look like the past. I'm trying but to no avail. Seriously i will forgo anything just to go back the those times or make the future look like the past, my nationals 9th position
(achievement), anything that i treasured. Even if she just send 1 sms everyday, i am already contented. I want to tell her how i feel but i never had a chance to tell her. I just cant describe how much i wanna return to the past. but still SHES THE BEST! Ending of with: why do i have to climb one thousand mountains to get to you but you just smile to get to me?:)

Long 2 paragraphs:) i took 27minutes from now to write this.

it's 12:52 AM now

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Aha, todays thursday, tomorrows, friday, than ITS REST DAY. i'm totally burnt out, dont know why, its like homework is given and i cant be bothered with it. WEll, if u give me homework in the first term, i'll gladly do it w/o complains but now its different, isit i'm too tired? burnt out? furthermore, term 4's coming and it constitutes 40%. alot though.. perhaps school should give us a 1 week break after every exam? instead of every 1 term? or perhaps they should imply a 4 days 3 rest week? well, not sure.

Enough about that! :) er. yesterday i had CCA, AND THE WARM UP was 4 ROUNDS! but i finished thanks to me perseverance and determination:):) than it was supposed to be circuit, but we pleaded for games, and tough rugby was given:)LOLS! throwers playing rugby? what a sight!

But, i got injured with my junior. i took the ball and ran and i banged into my juniors head, and his head, around his eyes had a cut, whereas i had a bumb on my head. ZZZZZ >.<, nothing much's going on lately. PHELPS 8 GOLDS COME ON:) ZHONG GUO DUI JIA YOU!:)

Today in class was boring yet again, chinese first period and all mr wang does is just KOU SHI KOU SHI:) haiz. so me and gab just talk talk talk talk. than dwayne act cute ace cute act cute haiz. FINALLY SUNDAY I'm FREE:) no tution:) but sad: ()

it's 11:24 PM now

Sunday, August 10, 2008

YO! :) Sian Tomorrow needa go school : ( ArgH! starting to worry now! Nothing else i can do if __ still does that to me :( nothing much going on well. HW needs to be done. gota go :)

it's 9:40 PM now

Saturday, August 09, 2008

Yayaya posted twice in a row :) Had another damn vivid dream, dont know whats wrong these few days. And now larry is blabbering some nonsense. blahblahblah... Olympics started, And CAN SINGAPOREANS BE MORE CREATIVE WITH THEIR CLOTHING ON TV?! quoted from KW.:)
NATIONAL DAY TODAY!:) as usual boring stuff, soldiers march march, plane fly fly fly, later fireworks boom boom boom, than lee hsien loong blah blah blah, after that i snore snore snore. LOL:)

Nothing much going on lately, cept for those dreams and a few other things. Today went out for dinner, CRAB!:) haha:)

SPECIAL THANKS TO SOMEONE WHO HELP ME CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN LOL? Thanks! i appreciate your effort in finding such an ugly skin for my blog:) LOLLOLLOLOL

Wait! another equation. Larry+_______= no baby, fill in the blank:)

it's 5:03 AM now

Friday, August 08, 2008

Hellos, Long Time Haven Post: ( decided to post regularly now:) sort of bored. Dont know whats been happening this few days. I having sort of weird dreams, furthermore its like the most vivid dream i have ever had. well, is it a hint from god for me to take action? or is it just a goodbye message and tell me to forget? i aint sure. Olympics ceremony now:) 08-08-08 fafafa:). well, abit random though!>.<

results are hopeless though :(
chinese: 30/50
english compre+ summary 27/50
science 38/45
geography 22/30 ( hopeless)
maths 17/30 ( worst of all)

Anyway, special thanks to someone who have been accompanying me through this difficult week.: ) THANK YOU!:) You're The Best!:) 2 more days to saying goodbye

it's 7:34 AM now